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Monday, June 4, 2018
I have yet to find that
Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.
— John Lennon
Anytime we drag our past into the future, we have some grieving to do. When we refuse to grieve, it slows us down and robs us from finding our lives.
— Stephen Arterburn
Have you ever felt that rush of emotions aiming towards your heart all at once out of the blue?
Well I do. I get that sometimes. I can tell you it gives me heartache. Every single time it happens, it hurts my soul.
How it happens is that it starts with me thinking about a problem that I'm facing. Then at the back of your mind you start to wonder off thinking about another problem and it just continues from there. It would continue until my mind thinks it's too much to handle.
I told this to someone before that every night when I try to sleep, my mind gets very loud. I suddenly have to think about almost everything. I tried distracting myself during the day by keeping myself busy but problems don't escape you that easily.
You are probably wondering what could be her problem that it is so unsolvable? Boy do I wish I can tell you everything. Everything good in my life right now has been such a blessing though. If it weren't for these good things I would have been a miserable SOB. I thank God for allowing good to happen in my life still.
Why do we all get emotionally attached to beings? Why do we always neglect the good and only remember the bad? Time keeps moving forward and I just keep committing mistakes. Stupid mistakes. There are a lot of times in my life that I have made decisions so poorly. Do I learn from them? No. Not until it's too late I guess.
How does one learn to let go? Can time help with that? Do you open up your heart to possibilities and risk getting disappointed or do you stand from a safe distance hoping things will go your way and if it doesn't at least you weren't fully counting on it?
I want to feel truly happy again. I want everyone that's important in my life to always stay in it. I want the gift of good health, success and being forgiving always for myself. I want to smile and laugh everyday and not have myself cry to sleep on random nights. I want my heart to finally feel at peace again.
Surround yourselves with love always.
I hope that in spite everything, you still believe that at the end of the day love is the most important thing. Whatever, whoever or wherever it is, I hope you find it.
— Juansen Dizon
Monday, December 4, 2017
Until we meet again
This post is solely dedicated to you, Ham.
I knew Ham from secondary school. We weren't classmates from the start or anything. I knew her because we were in the same CCA(NPCC) and we were in the same class during Mother Tongue period. It was not until we were 16 that we eventually became close. Both of us had to retain a year in secondary 3. We adjusted to one another so quickly or it might have been she who tolerated me a lot. I guess I can never know now. Ham's sense of humor is out of the world. Her jokes were so nonsensical but yet so funny. That's the one thing I know for sure I'm gonna miss most. Ham is a giver and didn't mind not receiving. May came that year and it was my birthday. Do note that at that point of time it had only been 5 months since we became real close to one another. She planned to surprised me with a cake along with some of my classmates. There was nothing but sincerity in her eyes. You could tell when someone puts their mind into something. And you can tell if something was done straight from the heart. That was when I knew she became an important part of my life. 2 years spending time together is enough to make you sure that person is of great significance to you.
There were alot of stuff going on in my life recently, all bad. I talked to my bestfriends about it and realized that I actually hadn't talked to Ham in quite awhile. So i whatsapp-ed her. Asking her how she was. And at the same time telling her about my life crisis hoping I would receive any sort of comfort from her because she has always been so good at that. Apparently, since I was so blinded and busy dealing with my problems, I forget to think that everyone is somehow actually going through something as well. I do not wish to elaborate anything further from this. I was disheartened when I heard what I have missed all this while. I was feeling a whole lot of guilt when I knew I wasn't there when she needed her friends. Throughout the entire time we were close during secondary school, I have always known she likes to keep things to herself. She isn't the type of person who would suddenly open up a topic about her life unless she's decided to. I didn't stop to think, not even once that maybe I gotta check up on her more and actually ask her if she's truly okay. The conversations we had in whatsapp the past few years were mainly of us joking around and it never made to the "Okay, let's sit down and get personal"part. We did talk about life and such but it wouldn't last for more than 5 mins till the conversation would be reverted back to our usual crazy inside jokes. One thing's for certain was that she was an incredibly strong person. She was able to manage her problems and just continued accepting changes in her life.
I wish had more time with you. I wish I was given a little more time to spend with you. I wish that I had been given the opportunity to meet up with you before you left us. If it was up to me, at any chance I get I would have grasp it only to spend a little more time with you. I was missing you before this and now I am gonna have to miss you forever. Ham, here's to hoping you are safe. Here's to hoping you are protected by angels right now. It's hard for me to say, but I'm jealous that you are happy without me. Till we meet again beautiful Hamrina Iryani Hamsan. Don't forget me!! You'll always be in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Nadhirah.
Wednesday, January 6, 2016
Awhile it has been 
Oh well, it's a pity I've only updated once last year. It has been a pretty busy year. This year has started on a more sad note. I mean the fireworks were amazing. Yup never fail to watch it each year. And now I'm going to stop saying the word 'year'. But man oh man has time passed so slow these days. My boyfriend has been enlisted to Ns Police. Well this is kinda embarrassing but it has only been 2 days and already miss him a lot :( I don't know what's worst, the fact that hearing his suffering, tired voice almost kills me or the fact that I only get to hear his voice and not see his face. Nevertheless, you're always in my prayers baby. I hope you always always stay strong. XOXO
Oh yes and of course, a very HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS.
XOXO,
NADHIRAH
Monday, January 5, 2015
New year 2015
Honestly, nobody has the time to blog these days due to busy schedules and our everyday routine. But let me pause all that for this moment to wish everyone a happy new year. It's incredibly fast how 2014 ended just like that. But all in all i'm very thankful for the people who still stayed in contact with me though we don't meet anymore. You all have been a great part in making 2014 a year full of memories. I'm not saying there weren't rough patches along the way but it's bittersweet how the year went. I hope this year brings more joy to everyone and hopefully less misfortunes yeah! ;)
To my dearest boyfriend, thank you yet again for the beautiful memories you have created and of course for always being there for me literally through every emotions and pms. Thank you for always showering me with love. In a blink of eye it has already been 3 years since you asked me to be yr gf. Still going strong as before. Let's hope for a wonderful year ahead creating more unforgettable memories together darling. I love you.
Pictures to cherish from 2014 yeah?
It is all jumbled up because I am too lazy to rearrange it. But nevertheless i picked out this photos from my phone because of the memories that will forever stay in my heart.
 
  
 
Till then,
[Happy New Year ]
xoxo
Nadhirah
Friday, June 20, 2014
Not only are these three quotes powerful, they are really relatable to me as well. What people don't know about me is that, my mind control isn't good at all. Fact is, I'm too used to letting it wonder off negatively to a point where I don't realise it's actually affecting the way I'm acting and the way I make my decisions in my everyday life.
Time has been passing by real fast and in no time it's fasting month. And then before you know it it's going to be Hari Raya.
It's so scary that how speedy time can get when you don't need it to be and when you really need it to pass faster how slow it can get. I can never know how to explain this theory. I guess this is again how my mind works.
To be honest, this post has really no point to it. I just find it looking rather miserable being 11 April my last update. I know that this post has everything jumbled up and clearly has no point so to sum it up, I'm really glad that throughout all this years, all the changes I have witnessed happened, all the time that has passed by in a blink of an eye, I still got my one true love by my side through it all. And i feel very grateful to have you by my side. Not everyone has that one person in their life who you know will always be there for you till the end of time. So for that, it's really a miracle to have you ForAlways. I love you baby. Hehehe
P.S i have yet to watch the fault in our stars. I heard it was really good. Recently watched 22 jumpstreet. It was so hilarious to a point where i know longer care how i sounded like to my ears laughing like a hyena every three seconds.
You guys should watch it too. I don't normally say this(i really don't) but part 2 is as good as part 1. Definitely a must watch. Channing Tatum gained a few pounds in that movie but he is still super hot! No worries girls~
Goodnight
XOXO
NADHIRAH
Friday, April 11, 2014
What's up to myself! I feel so bad for abandoning this blog for over 4 months. I haven't updated at all this year. What a shameeeeeee. That's why I don't own a diary because the first few days would be constant and then bye bye diary. Meh. Well anyway, since it has been ages since I last blogged, kinda forget how I usually update this thing. Hahh. Typical me. Always forgetting things. Well, moving on.. I have been watching a new series (well it's not actually new at all I just then discovered about it) called The Mindy Project. It's kinda a simple show. But what I like about this show is that they don't use a pretty girl or a handsome man for the main characters like other typical shows like The Vampire Diaries or Pretty Lil Liars (which i love both nevertheless haha). But this series has a storyline. Makes you wanna watch more of it everytime. So do check it out. And oh! It's funny as well!  And OMG, finally watched the famous love story everyone has been talking about from my sisters to my cousins. I just simply had no time for it but this girl FINALLY watched it and OH HOW MUCH SHE LOVES IT. Ranbir Kapoor *fan girling*. To be honest I'm not into Deepika that much. Cause somehow i just find that she's trying too hard to fit in and to be somewhat different than the rest. But in this movie she's alright I guess. I like when she acts all innocent. Because she suits that role best. Not forgetting the songs of course! Simply awesome.    I have nothing much to add on basically that's all. So till the next time guys. xoxo Nadhirah Friday, December 13, 2013
TIME FOR MOVIE REVIEWS 
Hey guys. It's been awhile. I just felt like blogging thanks to this show. Well obviously this was a really good show or else i wouldn't have blogged about it. Well it's basically about love. Three very different types of love. The first one being a typical broken marriage. A promise that was kept for a very long time with no intention of breaking it at any circumstances.To hold on to hope. The second love story which includes my very beautiful Logan lerman (who looks chubby in this show for some reason haha) It's about the girl being afraid to open up herself to guys she see herself wanting to be with. It's tragic really because she carries her past along with her everyday. She has trust issues and hate towards love. Never wanting to make herself fall inlove. Fearing that she will get hurt like how her dad was. Well this i could relate to. Never seen myself being in love with anyone in the past till well i met the most wonderful guy ever. (woops going out of topic here). And the third love story is about a troubled teen who made bad choices in terms of picking a boyfriend and drug problems. She finally met the right one and found herself going back to the dark side once her drug addictions started to kick in. What made the movie much more exciting is that the three characters are successful writers (one was on the way). So it was amazing because i love reading. And the boy get to talk to stephen king. How lucky is that!
Another good show! I love a good movie with a little weirdness here and there. It makes the show unique in a way. But the show's about marketing business.How business in America runs. It's interesting how they market a product and lives were lost in the process. This had me thinking that for every product produced i'm sure one or two lives were lost along the way. It's sad how little we know about this. I'm sure the stories were covered up for the protection of the company's names. And it's also about image. Keeping your image for the benefit of your reputation. Basically marketing yourself. You build an image for others to see so that you become the person that people would want to buy your product from. It's really tough i gotta say. Like it becomes a habit as days goes by that it becomes you. Forgetting your real self. I'm sure a lot of working adults can relate to this.
Well thats all for now.
Rather a boring and draggy post. But i love to blog as much as i love to read. I know my grammar and vocab has alot of polishing to be done. Well let's just say when the day i stop reading will be the day i'm think i'm good enough.
Which would be never!
Till we meet again.
xoxo Nadhirah
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